After having some talks with my friends and time to reflect (aka, kicking my own ass a bit), I've come to the conclusion...no, I won't give up.

I'm aware that the previous journal I made was a highly negative one and very much stating that I was making a final decision on the matter. I thought for certain I had reached that point of no return and I was going to settle for finding something else to do. But no...I'm not quite ready to do that. When I had time to really sit down and think about it all, I've realized that the sudden stress that beginning of this year had given me caused me to make a rash decision. Along with my usual bad habit of forcing some kind of time limit on myself when I make drawings. It's still something I need to work on, sadly. I don't want to go into a lot of detail on the stuff that's been happening in my life, because I'm sure a lot of it is just stuff people have to deal with everyday. I am just...terrible at handling stress.

I know my return isn't quite as dramatic as I'm sure a lot of you were probably imagining, but I return nonetheless. Hopefully I'll be able to get some new stuff out soon.

Thank you all again for your support. And I'll do my best to keep doing what I love to do.

I honestly feared the day I would make this, but I need to do this for my own mental health.

I’m no longer going to be drawing, I give up. I thought all I needed was a break in the hopes that it would set my mind at ease, to get my will back up to pick up my tablet again properly and set out to drawing again. But I just can’t find the will to draw anymore…all the fun I had with drawing is just gone now.

Everyday I try to work on a drawing just feels more like I’m trying to do a chore, and that’s not how I want to feel whenever I draw. I used to love this, I poured so much time into it and got great at it after so many years. But now all that joy is gone; nothing more but a feeling of nostalgia that I can never get back.

I want to thank all of you who stuck with me through all this time. It does mean a lot that you enjoyed my art enough to follow me. But I’m sorry to disappoint that this is probably the last art you’ll see me produce.

Thank you again…and sorry…

Hey there guys. It's been a while since I've actually written anything on here, huh? And unfortunately, it's going to be something like this.

Recently, I found myself no longer really enjoying what I draw anymore. It feels like I'm more forcing myself to draw anything whenever I actually get to drawing and I shouldn't be feeling that way about it. I'm not sure if it's just because I'm having to balance a lot of things in life or if the path I took with my drawings is just making it harder to actually draw anything. I wish I had a solid answer to that, then I would feel less crazy and have a proper solution to my problem.

For the time being, I think I'll just stop drawing for the rest of the year. I need to re-gather my feelings about all of this and hopefully I'll have a proper answer for myself when the year ends.

Due to Tumblr pretty much just shooting itself in the foot, I'm gonna post here more frequently!

You can also find my stuff at the other sites listed below!
Twitter
FunnyJunk
FurAffinity

I'd also like to shoutout my buddy, who also moved here for the same reason! Follow him, or we aren't friends anymore! >:C
https://pkfirefawx.newgrounds.com/
https://pkfirefawx.newgrounds.com/

Right, I'm more used to website like FurAffinity, but I suppose I can get used to this. Hope to post better art on here soon!